So I recently decided to visit this place and read through some of the delicious pre-teen angst that took place among everyone's journal, including my own.
It wasn't long before in a haste I deleted my journal.
But now I've undeleted it, and I'm not sure why. I mean, every single entry here makes me red in the cheeks and it's just humiliating seeing how much of a wuss I was.
You know what they say though, you can't just ignore history or it'll end up repeating itself. So I'm keeping this up as a reminder of what I was, so that I never again turn into some emo-tard that whines about shit that EVERYONE has to go through.
See, I've always tried to run away from who I used to be. Hell, that's why I deleted this initially. And if I'm never going to be satisfied with who I was, then who's to say that I'll ever be satisfied with who am I am right now? But I'm not going to hide from myself anymore.
I'm going to deal with it. And I'm going to move forward.
I might still log on once in a while for old time's sake, but this is the final entry for this journal. I guess it's about time that it finally reached a proper conclusion.
Sooo I stayed up until 2:00, then went to sleep until 4:30 and headed for Springer. I left a message in the band room, then we left for Pennsylvania. I was on Bus 1, but all the other eighth graders were on Bus 2, so I was pretty much alone. And Ben Boudart sat right in front of me. It was funny seeing him get beaten up by a hammer balloon though. So I had 3 seats to myself in the very back and slept for the bus ride. We went to a church to play, and I must say that we were definitely better than them in 7th grade. Once chorus was finished, we changed clothes and went straight to Hershey Park, whereas when we went last year we had to listen to 10 other schools play before we left. ( Read more...Collapse )
There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all.
Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-)
You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more artistic mind than engineering mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted.
As for specific personality traits, you are adventurous (90%), artistic (79%), greedy (73%), intellectual (73%).
Politics Your political views would best be described as Liberal, whom you agree with around 55% of the time.
Socioeconomic Your attitude toward life best associates you with Middle Class. You make more than 0% of those who have taken this test, and 99% less than the U.S. average.
If your life was a movie, it would be rated G. By the way, your hottness rank is 50%, hotter than 72% of other test takers.
So I was shadowing at Mount and the classes seemed interesting, but what really got me was that every class had a video projector and they were used for video announcements. But AFTER announcements, they played this video.
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name)
6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink).
The Orange Punch
7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name)
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name and fathers name.)
9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)
I watched Interstella 5555, a silent anime film by Daft Punk. It's..... rather interesting. Alienth, thpaththipth, cathulth, conthpiratheeth, and muthic, oh my! Despite the weirdness and the plot holes it was pretty good, but most of the music was very repetitive (Veridis Quo.) Also, how does getting 5555 golden record awards = world domination? Cuh-razy.
OH, and I got timed for a 2-lap (50m?) freestyle swim. 1 minute 11 seconds. LAWL. I SO SLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Also, I've finally taken the hint that I'm INCREDIBLY annoying ;D
When I heard that Alex got the lead part, I was a bit distressed since he always wants attention and tries to get it, going as far as the point to annoyance. But then I thought that maybe he really did deserve the part.
Then I heard him sing the audition song.
Let's just say I'm outraged, because there are probably 5 other guys that were deserving of the part. Like Donald. And even Ian.
You preferred a weapon with 69% power over speed and 65% range over melee.
You use a Shotgun. While not the fastest gun in the west, a shotgun's raw power and ease of use make it an extremely potent weapon. Some shotguns can also be loaded with many different types of ammunition, providing a versatility many guns don't have. Choosing your shots, you fell your opponents immediately and without pause.
My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
So I burden people with my problems, saying that something bad is going to happen. Then a few weeks later..... nothing's happening. These events that I make people worry about, they're never happening.
I'm going to Mount Pleasant.
But apparently AP is better than IB. And Brandywine has AP, but I hear that the classes and the teachers there suck. Also, everyone seems to be going to Mount.
Last Saturday I set ditzy_yet_smart's puppy on fire (-66 points). In November adelphy and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In May I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In January I helped pyrosyerfoxy see the light (8 points). Last week I put gum in metalvulcan000's hair (-12 points).
Overall, I've been nice (580 points). For Christmas I deserve a toy train!
Okay, so I played for my grade and my rolls were suckier than usual. Then I hung out with Hannah H, Nick Ag, Katie, Danielle, and two other girls whose names I do not know....
And I shot them all. With the toy gun that was used in Little Shop last year. I also shot Shauna's piggie.
Yeah, so like we were totally jamming with bass clarinets, violins, pianos, drums, and flutes. Oh yes.
Then I watched the soccer game and the field hockey game AT THE SAME TIME, overheard Ian T. gossiping about me, followed by stares from the soccer team, forgot to bring my jacket and got so cold I had to go back into the gym and beat up Ian M. with a soccer ball. Then I went back onto the field and watched all the teams totally ubernate Hanby.
Okay, so Halloween was alright. Trick or Treated with Ben S, Drew H, Nick (Julie's brother), Bobby, and Stephen. Met up with Brenda, Sebastian, Madeline, Adrian, Alexa, Ann, and some other guys I don't know. Then we split up and I totally should have ditched my group with Stephen and joined up with the others. I got 150 pieces of candy.